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long time for a j entry, many changes, many new people around, what is this new badge shit. i got one btw. isnt art better than other humans and things around. atleast gives peace, doesnt leaves u, remains as it is as u leave it, as u want it can be shaped, keeps ur water mark always ontop of it)) will get some stuff, will work on soon. and its time, now im back on. cheers all. goodnite. i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesnt even matters, i had to fall to loose it all, but in the end it doesnt even matters. (lyrics courtesy-linkin park)

wish i wasn't alone wish i had someone to call my own wish i didn't hurt so bad wish i didn't feel so sad wish i didn't lack the skill wish i had the will wish i could fly away wish i didn't have to care about each day wish my heart wasn't breaking wish my soul could take the beating wish i could know to let or letgo hope wish i could have a stronger rope p.s. series of natural events.

end of the day, we lay aside n beside thoughts so confusin, brains so retirin, got so close n closer could smell koleston coz it got too much closer lost in the midst of a mist of those eyes. nd i never wanted to say bye byes. i know she have been in vain want to ease her strain, sooth her pain. questions left unanswered, kisses left unshared, hands left untwined, words left unsaid, feelings left unfelt, desires left unquested. pls add above to ur TO-DO list for tomorrow, time again forme to dissapear. cheers all, G nite.